To Be Honest

You know I revamped my entire lifestyle last December and only one person has asked me questions about working out, eating right, and fitting all that into a busy schedule! Here I am waiting for y'all to ask, when I could be telling you!

Thus, I have started a blog. One about being a woman first, being an unorganized mess, being a momma of a wonderful tyrant, and a young wife who still acts like a child sometimes most of the time. :)

Before everyone gets all excited (you know all you people who have watched my progress and not asked a SINGLE question) I'm going to be completely honest about how all this is going to work...

1. I barely have time to wipe my ass, so I probably won't post every single day.

2. I will post pictures of myself. Some of these may be in a bikini, sports bra, and what not. I've got stretch marks and mommy flab. Get over it.  (I've worked damn hard for my body. And I'm a goshdamned tiger who's earned her stripes!)

3. I'm going to cuss, get angry, rant, and be myself! (Mom do not complain.) ;)

4. I am not an expert in anything (except maybe wiping baby butts). I have learned all that I have from experience, reading other blogs, and doing my research.

5. If I offend anyone, kindly put it to me, do not act like a child, because that's really unattractive. I may apologize but if I believe in what I said/wrote I will probably tell you I cannot change my views.

And LASTLY, leave me some love! Comment, share, ASK questions! I will answer to the best of my knowledge and I will be honest! :)

Being a woman is hard. Most likely because we are so freaking emotional. But mostly I think it's because we lose who we are too easily. I found myself while I was pounding the pavement, crying because my fat ass couldn't make it a half mile without stopping, sweating buckets because that's what fat girls do, and swearing at myself because I gave up.

I stopped blaming people on that night back in December, and I got angry. I was disgusted with myself and the fact that I gave who I was up, and gained so much weight in the process. Then I started to fight. Not only for my health did I fight but for my marriage, my daughter, and my outlook on life. Since then I've lost over 30lbs.

If you've ever been overweight, unfit, out of control, or depressed you've come to the right place. I will motivate you in whatever way I can. It sucks being fat, feeling unattractive, being a wreck. You don't have to be overweight to experience those things, but you have to realize what you're sacrificing to stay that way.

Find yourself. Be a fierce woman in whatever you do,

One beautiful disaster to another :)